好无聊

天气 热死
家里 静死
坐到 僵死
头痛 痛死
头脑 暴死
读书 闷死
背书 烦死
拼命 拼死
迟早 疯死
无聊 透死
通宵 累死
被书 压死
被notes 气死
问题 多死
考试 怕死
幻想 怎死
交卷 哭死
成绩 吓死
怎样 都死
悲哀 到死

Lazy-bone

i know i shoudn't be here blogging in this moment coz i still have many lecture notes ahead waiting for me. i'm here becoz i really not in the mood to study now, hehe.

biotech test is on tuesday, but studying the messy and thick notes is really annoying. yeah, i din deny tat's the 1st time i flip the notes. (hehe, my style ma, no exam no flipping the notes). tat's y from week 1 until now, i only realize some of the words r missing n not clear. I have to spend some times to "fill in the blanks" or "analyzing the words" or "completing sentences" or even "creating ending for the story".

Pecky suggests me to study smart. Haha, obviously i'm not the smart person n dunno how to study smart. these thick notes already r the chapters' summary, lol. (hehe, feel proud or not, i think of u when writing tis blog)

Haiz, I really have to change my laziness n last-minutes style. (haha, actually i have said about tis 2 years ago, n here i m, saying the same thing again). there's still many things i left for tomorrow. *sob*

Gotta continue exploring the notes although not in the mood, T.T

唉

若能重新再来，或许我不能再这样天真
是学到了，但未免一切太迟无法挽救
虽说凡是尽量就好就没后悔
毕竟有些事失败了就是失败了
并不是每一次都弥补的机会
若埋怨他人导致自己失败更让自己觉得羞耻
无论什么借口，
只因自己错在想法太简单不够现实
亦无法当机立断坚决表明立场
我忘了让人一步只让别人踩上几步
并不是每一个人都可以给他们的100% 或帮助你
并不是每一个决定都可以得到大家的认同
并不是每一个人可以坦然承认自己的错误
以为自己一定可以搞定
结果自己搞成一团糟
有时白费的努力很悲哀
毕竟他人要的只是有成果的成绩
做得成功是应该，做的失败是错误
曾经以为不放弃就可以有希望
但同时也知不要期望什么就不会失望
但有时必须撑下去
而且撑得很累还是必须继续撑下去
因为一放弃就一点希望都没有
自己失败就好了，
还连累别人更是失败！
明知唉声叹气亦无补于事
但还是忍不住要唉！

number 1

hm, tis is the 1st time i blog in english tis year
saturday 9am is the management midterm
the time now is 8.41pm of 17/7
n now i 'm studying
lecture note of week 1
chapter 1
page 1
slide 1
line 1
1st word
n tis is also the 1st time i flip the photostated textbook
the notes and the book r very new and clean
ie. tis is the 1st time i touch the notes (hehe, so proud of myself)
i need a magnifying glass to analyze the "ant-size" words
weird, from week 1 until now
tis is the 1st time i realize the words in the notes r too small...lol

Save me from the soporific notes & wish me luck~

好忙~

最近好忙
这头交了report考完试
那头又有report有考试
偶尔有assignment的插曲
亦有society的事物
整天忙到连讲话谈天都懒
周公来敲我的门我都无法应门
唉，如果我能“毫无损伤”的熬到final exam过后
真的已经谢天谢地了
原本未来的3个月假期是轻松到超级闷超级无聊的
如今在假期里若能有一天是完全休息的话我也要酬神了
如此喘不过气的生活
真的不知该臭骂还是感谢
忙不完的的确很累
但至少这样的生活才过得充实
至少，没闲暇给忧郁控制我吧！
希望如此啦 >.<